Whole Foods Road Trip and stuff

Yesterday, we decided to make the 2 hour drive to the closest Whole Foods (call us crazy but it was super fun). I got to buy the stuff I normally can’t find at the local grocery stores.

On other note, getting back on track is becoming one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do. I’ve lost my self confidence with the weight gain along with the motivation to eat healthy. I know I need to start now if I want to run XC in the fall. I just don’t know how to go even a week without messing up :/

Sadly, I still can’t run. I went to the chiropractor today to see if he could fix my hip problem, but he said to lay off until I have no more pain. He took an x ray of my lower back/pelvis area and said it was nothing too serious so I’m hoping after a few more readjustments I’ll be better. I guess it has something to do with my pelvis rotating? I’m not really sure what all he said but I go back Monday. Fingers crossed that I can run after my next appointment!

On the bright side, I finally ordered a dress for prom! I’m actually really excited to go. Hopefully it comes in time and also fits. The only size they had left online was a 6 and I took a 7/8 last time I tried on dresses. Here’s a picture of my dress :)

I’m not sure what’s really going on with my life lately. I’ve been avoiding writing any posts about everything because I think I’m just embarrassed. Time to face up to everything. Sorry if this is super random and scattered.

I haven’t been able to get back on track for months now. I can make it a week or two then I give up and eat everything and anything. I’m just so disheartened and unmotivated. It’s to the point where I don’t even want to go to Florida next week because I’ll have to wear shorts and a swimming suit. My eating habits have gotten especially out of hand this past week or two and I need to change this. I feel bad all the time. I guess I just don’t know what to do anymore. 

It was just a bad day..I need something to cheer me up :(

Stress stress stress…I have a demonstration speech on Thursday (Mine is on how to make a strawberry banana smoothie), taking the ACT and other tests next week, and my grandparents are coming home next week as well. 

On top of that, I haven’t ran in a few days and my eating has been poor. I think I’ll go drink some water and go to bed.

I don’t know if I should run today. I keep getting this thing with my right hip where it pops every time I walk. After yesterday’s run especially it’s really irritated and going up the stairs was really painful. My doctor said a few weeks ago that it was just inflammation but I’m almost positive that’s not right…